So... I was suppose to go see my new neurologist on the 20th of this month after waiting a whole month. As it got closer to the time to see said doctor my anxiety went all over the place with not being able to sleep, not being able eat, getting snappy and wanting to cry and I had to up the dose of the medicine I take to keep that in check. on top of that the day before I was so anxious my stomach was in knots and I was throwing up... I just wanted to get the bad thoughts out of my head that they would just shove me off or say the pain wasn't really there.
Around 9am the day before I got a call to remind me of the appointment and make sure I was still go. Three hours later I get a another call back that the doctor is taking a sick day for the day that I have my appointment on and I need to reschedule the appointment. So I have to wait till the 25th of next month to see this neurologist... which means I am going to have to be put though this hell once again as it gets close to the time again when I am going to see this doctor again.
My sister, mother and a few people I work with are stressing the fact that I should try and get to see a neurologist at this Neurological Institute that is quite a ways away.... but they them self's go or know someone who goes there and they think its the best place and I should be going there... Its on the list of things to check out on my next day off of work.
Work wise I think I am going to have to take off from there again and go on a leave of absence once again. they have me working 29.75 hours a week for the next three weeks and I have been working this for for the past two weeks. I have had to call in because its not just a bunch of short shifts.. its all 3 to 10 or 1 to 10 shifts and I am ok for the first half of the shift but by the time my lunch comes around I can't stand or feel my feet. They wont give me less hours without a doctors note and I am not sure if i can get one for that... on top of that I have been trying to get others to pick up some time from me but everyone is also at max or its there one day off a week. So i am stuck with this... I have had to call in four to five times since being back to work thanks to these shitty hours.. the worse thing of this problem is that when I get home I can hardly walk up the stairs to get to my room and once I get in to be it takes for ever to fall asleep if i didn't soak in the tub first or use a heating pad...
Last night I had to call of raid night on wow because my left hand hurt so much... it felt like someone was siting on it and I couldn't really move my fingers without getting shooting pain.
In other news I made first sale on my Etsy shop on mothers day... everything was going well till the item got lost in the mail.. thank god I used flat rate boxes with free tracking numbers and insurance on them.. however I had to make this mail mix up right and had to call around and find out whats going on and was told to wait a while to see if it shows up.. which it didn't. In the end I had to remake the item and ship it out again. Thankfully this time it didn't get lost.
I also have been trying to get a map done for project as of late and during work days I have no strength to work on anything because I need to conserve my energy for working at work... and on my days off.. well I normally sleep most of the day away to catch up on all the sleep I am loses from pain. I also try to get all the house hold chores I have put off for a few days done as well on my days off. This just isn't working out the way I had hoped it would....
For the time being anything I do is going to take quite a while to get it done so I am going to more or sell be inactive on here out side of faving and maybe a few comments here and there once again.
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If you haven't checked out my etsy shop just yet go take a look.
I have the following for sale with things being added every few days to a week as I get done working on them.
You can save 50% on any item that is $10 and up in my store till the first of next month when using the coupon code PREMADE1 at checkout.!
Prices right now rage between $10 to $20 with $6 for shipping.
Items come from smoke free environment.
Items will be shipped with USPS with flat rate box and or envelope and come with tracking number.